February 2012
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Constantly stuck between thinking art is pointless and arbitrary, and thinking the world is pointless and arbitrary without it.
I’m back for good. I have an ED appointment in April. I haven’t been in treatment since May 2010. So scared.
I miss being on Tumblr all the time. I want to be deathly skinny. I need it.
Huffington Post article on ~thinspo~ tumblrs.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/02/08/thinspiration-blogs_n_1264459.html
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There are only two ways you can escape an eating...
dreamingofdisappearing:
missmairaisabel:
You recover
You die
i know, but the sad thing is i dont know which one i want more…
I remember hearing something like this during my first period of anorexia. Back then this actually inspired the ‘recovery’ orientated side of my mind. Now? I’m not so sure. Maybe it’s not as clean cut as that any more. I’ve learned you...
the mind of an anorexic, the body of a failure.
I think I may be applying to art college on a whim. I have absolutely no direction in life at the moment, so I’m thinking ‘what the hell’.
interviewer: hello, demi, how are you today?
demi lovato: i had an eating disorder
interviewer: yes i know, but we're here to talk about your new movie. so when you were shooting, how did y-
demi: i recovered but i had an eating disorder. i'm better now. but i had an eating disorder.
interviewer: demi, we're not here to talk about your ea-
demi: HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON YOUNG WOMEN DEVELOP EATING DISORDERS YOU'RE A HORRIBLE PERSON, I HAD AN EATING DISORDER BUT NOW I'M BETTER BUT PEOPLE LIKE YOU MADE ME HAVE AN EATING DISORDER. I HAD AN EATING DISORDER.
interviewer: ... de-
demi: EATING DISORDER.
demi: EAAAATINNGGGG DISSOORRRRDERRRRRRRRRRR.
